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If I lost you

Your fingers run hot against my arm,
Brushing toward my own, opening a conversation
About where we are, about where we were
Before we got to where we are. And we can sit
Here, amongst the passion and words wanting
To be said with touch and presence– amongst
The passion and words wanting to be said,
But I’d rather touch you instead. And I trace
The ands I say to find my way behind your eyes,
To find my way into your world, where I can
Curl up and stay, forgetting how we got here–
Forgetting we were ever not here. And your lips,
Inviting me, show teeth so slight’ly.

I, the tumbleweed,
Long dry and uprooted,
Play atop the grains of sand.

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Your husband misses you,
Mrs. Staines.

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Everything I do
I try to make it for you;
Can’t say I always do,
But I try to make it for you.

I’m sure I’ve failed you;
Not that I meant to,
But I know I can’t be
Always who you’re wanting.

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Your eyes
Shake me down,
Take my smile,
Turn these words
Around, into shivers,
Crawling out in sweat;
The scent
From your lungs
Slows my own,
Breaking rhythm
As I find yours,
Pulling the tips
Of fingers together.

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See, now, where I come from,
The warm blue skies puff a little bit,
The wet green leaves sway a little bit,
The wild purple petals surprise a little bit,
And every stop sign is a turn toward home.

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Every day, the wind goes by,
Every day. The wind goes by,
And, when it stops, I will miss it,
Until it goes by again.

Every day, the wind goes by,
Every
Day
The wind
Goes by, and,
When it stops,
I
Will miss it,
Until
It goes by
Again.

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Listen to me tell you everything is OK,
But, please, don’t record this conversation,
Because I don’t want to later hear
All these fallacies

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we all want to be
better than we are,
but so few bother
not to be who others see.

gave you the better part of my vaulted heart,
broken in cuz I threw out the key
and trying to be who you need me to be,
and trying to be who we need me to be.

see behind us, sitting on that bench
in the middle of a bright afternoon,
watching the fountain as you
slip to sleep on my shrugged shoulder,
and our fingers find way to be clasped
as they ought to be, as they always are,
and your breathing grows & slows,
like it does when you’re satisfied;
I shake my gaze from your figure,
reminiscing of the trips, and I miss
you even though you’re right there,
mostly because I know life is short,
though we’re in 2049 and can’t seem
to give up on being us just yet.

I like to think of Candi and I on this park bench, surrounded by the animated youngsters so inclined to visit, with our grey hair, and my billed cap, and we’re sitting, content, happy by virtue of having no stress, and just thinking about everything up to that point. that’s how I want to live my life: to get to that spot in time, old enough to know what we had and young enough to appreciate what we still have. every stupid decision I make is only stupid if it keeps us from that.

He had no where to go

Except
Down
The gutter,
Palming the raindrops
Which circled
And coalesced m
Under his feet;

He belonged closer to the
Ground, but let
That sour wind
Bring him
Again

Up the water spout.

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“She exists,”
I tell myself
When alone enough
To wonder if
There’s anyone else. 

musings & scribbles