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how wild

gone are the days
when feeling bad
meant being alone,
no, now there’s, “we,”
and everything seems
….

you got that
confidence back,
smilin’ at the
right times ‘n’
i didn’t even know
they were ’til you
started clownin’
’bout them moments
i let slip my
intentions to

everything right happens when you’re around, giving me that smile and slight nod/an invitation?/an admission?/i need know not what your intentions are, just that i’m involved somehow. i know now how wild the sun looks in your eyes, natural beauty refracted by natural beauty; i know now how freezing a warming smile can be.

your lore and mine

so, we meet again,
your lore and mine…
trying every day to
be a better person,
but i’m reminded
of the days before
and all those calm waves
crashing through from me.
trying every day to
be a better person,
but you’re reminded
of the days before
and all the words thrown
against the space in front of you.

so, we
meet
again,
your lore
and mine,
and mine is
found before you,
and yours is
found before me,
and we’re
much more than
these memories
destined to be dusty.

so, we
meet again,
your lore and mine,
these words we find
when anger o’er
the present needs
the past to
stoke the flames higher.

documentation.txt

i never thought i’d say these words
to another, let alone document them
for others, but: you are the greatest
part of life, and time, dilated, slows
the further from me you happen to go.

i want you to know
the world is a better place
because you exist, because
you’re here with me, too.
and i never thought i’d say these words
to another, let alone document them
for others, but: you are
the greatest part of life, and
i can only hope you feel the same way, if
only to pacify these murmurs getting
closer like sherman/but i don’t mind
the fire, the flame, just bring it closer
and be the main one/the right one.

we don’t see

we don’t see
ourselves until
we think of the past
and see everything
we’ve done so foolishly.

so, that’s how regret
lasts beyond a thought after
and lives in today, when we
obviously have more to worry about
but would rather spend time
remembering just to apologize
than learning from and growing up?

There, against the wall

There,
Against the wall
With paint lightened
By the oil of her face,
She laughed,
And her toes curled.

Her
Teeth, white, tried
To hold in the noise,
Failing, though
She didn’t really care
And she kept scrolling.

Life
Seemed to stay
In each frame she saw,
While, falling, the
Stars stayed outside
And her eyes closed.

Took
A second to lose
Thoughts of there, to
Replace them with flying,
But she did,
And she became weightless.

On
Remembering gravity,
Sand filled her shoulders,
Though her head floated,
Bobbing to the laughter,
And reality left her.

Another
Breath awoke her to
A moment in the present,
Passed as quickly from
Her as the second,
And she continued in the loop.

Hilarious.

Hilarious
The
Sum of time
Given away
To mediocre tasks,
Pauses in progress,
And other antagonists
Of life most productive.

swing low

Sweet night comes
To bring us close, to
Find, ‘twixt legs, us:
They whose hands,
Like eyes, wander
If to be witness or
Perpetuator of loop.

If you feel the need to ask how two people sleeping together is reminiscent of a spiritual/physical salvation from day-in/day-out loss of personhood (in modern context: to a materialistic society and, thus, ourselves), you’re not sleeping with someone you love.

How old are you?

How old are you?
What do you want to do
When you grow older, becoming…
What is your favorite word?
Do you smile when you say it, or
When it’s spoken aloud?
Go ahead and tell me
Everything you hold inside,
Hoping one day to let it all go.
Go ahead and tell me
What you keep from yourself
When the lights go out
And you’re alone in the dark,
Giving in to madness to avoid sadness.
Go ahead and tell me
Who you really are,
Who you want to be
And who you cannot continue as.

When we die

When we die,
Place us
Side-by-side,
To make us
Intertwine
In the great make-up
Of this life.

What is not beautiful about becoming a closer, nutrient-providing part of this world? The great churn, the great decay is being part of life. That is life, ex parte. Whether intaking or providing, often in the same action, we, these inhabitants and symbionts of a world most random, are part of a process. Our part will end, surely, as a cognitive state, but we continue in the chain. What is not beautiful about continuation of a grand process, the process that bore us and renews us for use elsewhere? Are we that scared of being minuscule? Love it. Love being a small part.

wind’ed

When walking,
Onward,
Stepping
Lightly
Between the through-broken
Tufts of green,[ …]
We are patient.

When time,
Simple
Excesses,
Melts off the skin,[ …]
We are patient.

[When accepting
There is more,
Following
wind’ed words
Toward sanity, …]

When nature,
[You know,
The real world,]
Finds us,
Lends us a view
Of life, unrestrained,[ …]
We are patient.

When this world’s
Place in the spin
Pushes us
To be where we be,[ …]
We are patient.

When we
Follow
Our
Instincts,
Those
Bits of ourselves
We know not until needed,[ …]
We are patient.

musings & scribbles