i wait / i sit

i wait
i sit
i wait and i sit with these intentions of a glory-filled
day with you to lead into a lifetime, the second life,
and you expect me to bring these thoughts to fruition
when you’re already decided on another and
others wait for their turn? why should i?
why should i be as they are and just give you
time until you’re done with the other numbers and mine’s been called?